You said you'd love me forever

You said you couldn't live without me

You said I was beautiful

You said I was your only

 

 

I said I didn't believe you

I said you were lying

I said you never loved me

I said that and you started crying

 

 

I said I didn't love you

Oh, why couldn't I shut up?!

I said all those things to you

Why couldn't I lighten up?!

 

 

I didn't know you were true

I didn't know you wanted me to be your wife

I didn't know this when I screamed "LIAR!"

I didn't know this until the night you ended your life

 

 

Now I'll never be your wife

Now I'll never see

But, now I know

That in heaven, we will always be

 

 

I didn't have the guts to say

That when I pushed you away

I wanted you to come closer to me

 

 

Goodbye, my love

Goodbye, me sweet

Goodbye, my lover

 

 

Don't be sad, for now I see

Just know that I will always love you

mood: accomplished music: My Heart Will Go On-Celine Dion

She reads the book that kept her secrets,

The book that helped her through the dark times,

She reflects on her life a year ago,

She remembers her spiral into insanity.

 

 

One year ago, once a happy and beautiful girl,

So full of life, peace, and joy,

Although her life wasn't complete,

Until on that fateful autumn day.

 

Just sitting there on that park bench,

Listening to the wind rustling the leaves,

Feeling the brisk air caress her cheek,

She looked up to find a boy looking sad.

 

She said "Hey" and he said it back,

They sat on that bench together,

She listens not to the wind but to him,

The only thing she feels is his warm hand caressing her frozen cheek.

 

After that day the girl knew it was love,

The days they spent walking in the park,

That was their place,

A place where the pain of the world could not reach them.

 

She wasn't sure how the boy felt,

If his feelings were romantic or platonic,

But she was certain of one thing,

She was madly in love.

 

A few months go by and he makes her day,

He tells her that he loves her and he wants her to be his,

She cries tears of joy and he goes down on one knee,

He says, "I know we're young but I love you and I want you to marry me."

 

The girl and the boy made love to each other that night,

They were virgins before that time,

But they knew it was right,

And they gave in to their desires.

 

 

A few weeks go by and she has breaking news,

"Honey, I'm pregnant." is what she tells him,

He is thrilled and she is glad,

But one day they get a phone call that would change their lives.

 

The boy picks up the phone and his eyes grow wide with fear,

The voice on the other end is so deep and powerful,

The boy asks "When?" and the girl nearly faints,

For she knows what has happened, her love has been drafted.

 

The day of his departure is a solemn one,

The girl helps him in his uniform and he packs his things,

He says to her, "Know that I love you, know that I am eternally yours. If I don't come back, marry a new man. Someone I know will protect you and our child."

She cries and says, "I could never do such a thing!" and he looks at her, knowingly.

 

A few weeks go by and the letters come,

They won this battle and that,

He's safe and fine but questions about her,

She says that she is fine but she isn't.

 

Several more weeks go by and her belly is growing, she gets exciting news, it's a girl,

She rushes home to write to her love and tell him of the news, when she receives a call,

And just like that, her love is dead. The man explains his death but she does not hear him, In her mind, she hears her love speak and the warmth of his hand caressing her frozen cheek

mood: accomplished music: My Heart Will Go On-Celine Dion

I've known you for ten years,
We've been together all this time,
We were best friends,
Little did you know, I wanted you mine.

I couldn't tell you, couldn't say,
They way I felt abut you,
It would ruin the friendship,
I learned later on that you wanted me, too.

All the good times we had,
We always had fun,
You didn't even get mad,
When all the games, I won.

I couldn't tell you, couldn't say,
They way I felt abut you,
It would ruin the friendship,
I learned later on that you wanted me, too.

I was so happy when I learned you loved me, too,
I rushed to your home and the bell I rang,
But, when I came into your room,
I saw that you were hanged.

Silently, in shock, I cut you down,
On your bed there was a note,
"Goodbye, world. I'll miss you all.
She didn't love me, although on her I would dote."

He couldn't tell me, couldn't say,
The way he felt about me,
It would ruin the friendship,
I learned too late that he loved me, too

mood: accomplished music: My Heart Will Go On-Celine Dion

As I reflect on the year we had with each other,
A tear comes to my eye,
Our love was so pure and real,
Until the day we had to say goodbye.

I was in trouble, I needed you there,
You sacrificed yourself for me,
You told me to make the future mine,
I cry because now we can never be.

Now you're gone,
Gone like the wind,
Gone like my innocence,
Gone forever, my lover and best friend.

Oh, why did you have to do that?,
Why couldn't you let me die?,
Now I live with the pain of your death,
In my dreams at night, I see you and cry.

I guess you loved me so much,
You were willing to die,
Wait for me there,
Wait for me on the other side.

So now, as I lay here near death,
My long life coming to a close,
We can be together in Heaven,
On my grave I told them to put a rose.

I just want you to know,
What the inscription will read,
Just in case you were unsure of my love,
After you did an amazing deed.

"Here lies a devoted woman,
She loved but one man,
He is in heaven and now she is too,
They walk together hand-in-hand."

Now you're gone,
Gone up into the blue,
Gone like my innocence,
But now, I'm gone with you, too.

mood: accomplished music: My Heart-Paramore